what am i doing?

compounding the problems of the present he had realized that the inevitable waiting task and in preparation of or for that mission (his hyperbole) he found himself recourseing to extended non punctuated language.(his full stop) growing anxiety is or was and is emergency procedural procedure. she could and does realize who she is; no bitterness slash vitriol just a creeping sense of uneasy uneasiness and in this the root of his/her platitudes placating and in doing so emphasizing above inadequacy.